Happy New Year to me!

Well, today is a new year. Granted to the Mayans, this is supposed to be the end of world, or something like that. I am claiming ignorance on this one, because, I really do not know. Well, this is going to be the year that I FINALLY lose weight, and get in shape. When doing the Thrive! program they tell you that you have to know your "why." Like, "why" do I want to get in shape, this is something that will drive me when I have those moments of weakness. So, here it goes, this is my "why," or my numerous number of "whys."  1) I want to have children. I am not trying to put pressure on myself, or see myself as a failure, but my period is more regular when I eat better and exercise. 2) I want to be a mother, and I need to be as healthy as possible for them, and for John. 3) I don't want to be ashamed of myself. Don't get me wrong, I know I am beautiful, I know that my weight or size does not matter. But, I want to shop in a regular store, I want do not always scan a room to see if I am the biggest person in there, I don't want to feel uncomfortable on a plane or in small seats. 4) I CAN do this, and I DESERVE to do this for myself. Those are my "whys."